Monoperformance (in progress)

Totally UNperfect

This work is about isolation and solitude. How that qualities can develop the fear of being not perfect. That's interesting - in english the verb 'UNPERFECT' means to mar or destroy the perfection of something.
For me, it is that what happens with someone who isolate himself for a long period from people's community. Within comes the depression and self-hate.
But this work is also about self acceptance. I based this work on scientific research about what is solitude and how it influence on human's psychology. And also my own expirence.

Now, I'm interested in this work to show how this condition can catch the mind. When you are flowing in your imagination, like in a open space and feel free, but cannot make even small step to do something in a real life. Even opening a door to going out become a problem.
In this performance, I am oving between two ideas: absolute power in your own mind and sence of total useless in everyday life.
This bring me to balance and acceptance that there is no absolute perfectness or unperfectness, it is only in our mind. And we can control it. But the biggest step is open your mind's door.